"Calling All the Pieces Home": A Mystic Transmission
Please take time to not just read this, but to 'TAKE IT IN" meditatively. Genuinely this is not just another "newsletter". And in fact, heretofore, many of the Sanctuary communications, especially around the full moon, will be transmissions rather than news!
As you should know by now, the structure of the Sanctuary of the Open Heart is simplifying and streamlining. We are re-visioning ourselves through those two lenses. (Please click here for more details) How that process looks through my personal lens is that it is my intention at this juncture of the journey, to simplify by stepping fully into my mythic role of the Mystic Scribe that so nurtures and sustains me in joy here on Earth and away from the complexity of the 3D perspective that I have tried over the years to bridge to, to make "sense" to people.. As far as what I share in any musings that I send along to you, that means less expository writing such as this, and more straight mystic transmissions from the Mystery...Suffice it to say, this all stems from the awareness that:
YOU CANNOT BULLET POINT THE MYSTERY!
What is a "transmission"? It is a frequency of information that can be delivered to anyone who has prepared him or herself to be that instrument through being devoted to being empty, still and aligned with Source. Alchemically speaking, it differs from a poem, (though they can appear on the surface, to be the same thing), due to the frequency in which it was received, which gives it a "frequency signature" that can often be felt energetically by the reader and often has non-linear, holographic content that may or may not make sense to the ego/mind but can none the less catalyze energetic shifts and evolutionary insight, due to that frequency, simply through reading it.
Taking transmissions in, requires much more of YOU, the reader/experiencer. They can't just be read with the linear mind, glanced through and skimmed over for intellectual content. To be of any real use to you spiritually, they would need to be savored, mused upon, contemplated, meditated with and responded to in some way, to involve YOU in the creative process of full reception. Otherwise, many of these transmissions would undoubtedly only sound like the musings of a Mad Woman..which I definitely am.. but mostly only as viewed from the lens of the writing/scribing making linear "sense" to the ego/mind. So what this is a call for, is for you to stretch to come to meet me, in the frequency/place that these transmissions come from in the first place: The One, Divine Source.. my Essence Self.. whatever label you want to give the origin of these transmissions. Some people will be deeply moved and illuminated, like I am, by these Divine holographic ramblings, and others who are not willing to deepen with what is being offered, will probably not be able to draw the dots together to make holographic sense of what is being offered. This is said absolutely without judgment. (As Pablo Neruda said, " The poetry I like best, is that which I understand least.") I have tried in the past to bridge this holographic gap with expository writing. Now I am being asked to trust that you can make the quantum leap to larger and larger lenses of consciousness. If I lose some of you on the way, I am sorry about that. I am deeply guided to make this leap myself at this time in my journey. I trust it will work itself out in the most expanded possibility for all.
Just as a context to dive into this journey of mystic transmissions, I want to share my experience of what it is to see reality through the eyes of a mystic. To perceive mystically one is called to empty, to come from stillness and adoringly riveted presence in the present moment, and from there to continue to simplify and thus expand, into a direct experience of pure awareness.. This process is, in a way, like the pupil of the eye dilating parabolically when you get your vision checked, or an altered state experience, where the aperture with which you begin to see, continues to expand, while your ability to express what you are experiencing diminishes. At first on the journey of these transmissions, I would be cowed at how I could ever put into words what my experience was. Then at some point it became clear guidance, that that very process of being a scribe of expanded states of awareness, was a primary role for me in this incarnation. Now understand that that is said with no hubris or pretention of superiority. To be a mystic scribe, requires me to be a continuously curious, bumbling Fool. And I am well aware that it is just a role that I am playing in this holographic extravaganza called the dream of human life. (If you genuinely want a deeper dive into Divine mystic transmission, the entirety of The Alchemy of Ecstasy was scribed from this expanded frequency of awareness. www.holographicgoddess.com)
In these transmissions, I will be offering, I will draw from a wellspring of hundreds of transmissions that have occurred during my lifetime, and because they emanate from the frequency of the archetypal/mythic realms, they are Timeless and so are just as relevant now as when they were scribed and in fact in some cases, prolepsis being what it is, (seeing a future act as already accomplished), they are oracular regarding where we sit as a planetary collective now. I will select them based on their relevance to this now moment in our human experience on Earth. Or I will write and offer new transmissions as I am inspired by the Divine, as they come through me.
To actually receive any of these transmissions in the frequency they were intended and given, please set up a meditative environment where you are comfortable and undistracted with phones, people, EMF devices and the energetic disturbance they create in the electro-magnetic field of reception.
That is, if you want to have a direct experience of the transmission of the actual frequency that this transmission was written from and in, you will need to be in an open, meditative state, however you get there.
With all that said, I will offer a minimal context for receiving this particular transmission so that YOU, the receiver, can respond to it each in your own unique way. I am starting with an easy one. This transmission is called "Calling All the Pieces Home." As an example of a way to work with this material, stop and savor simply that. See what just the title conjures in your imagination and inner knowingness. Then read on.
NOW I ask you to stop and watch this 2 minute video link to give you an energetic context to receive the frequency of these words. (If you don't think you have time, then reading this at this time, probably won't be useful.)
Now. I offer the transmission itself. PLEASE READ IT OUTLOUD! THIS IS AN ALCHEMICAL INSTRUCTION. Your vibration in speaking it, enriches and amplifies its frequency! If you want to read it out loud WITH the video playing that will enhance the vibrational experience. (It will need to be looped twice for the whole transmission). As you read, listen for and note, one phrase, word, image that "sticks to you", calls you to go deeper, inspires you, piques you to deepen with it after you finish reading.
(Finally, it is my intention to set up a zoom call in the near future, on full moons, Musings of a Mad Mumbling Mystic, to deepen with you with these transmissions, to hear and interact with your creative responses, inquiries and musings about what the Divine had in mind with this transmission in your responses in insight, poetry, art, song, dance, etc.. We each see from such a discrete holographic lens, that it can be illuminating to hear and feel the different facets of perception.. If inspired, sign up for those explorative journeys on full moons.)
Calling All the Pieces
through Ariel Spilsbury
The Mystery is simple,
though nothing could appear further from what seems possible in the moment of fracturing,
only open hearted vulnerability calls all the pieces home...
shadow shards and mind's endless split-offs
fracturing to Infinity
"Impossible" you say, to re-cohere a broken mirror,
lines of life times of distortion
etched on the mirror's surface such that you can't even make out
whose face you are looking at through the jagged lens of judgment,
darts of potential porcupine quills defending the very tender vulnerability
that would actually unknot the tangled life times of chaotic outpicturing,
that once freed,
create a dimensionally spinning galaxy within you,
made of stars winking affectionately and thus twinkling on and off..
recalled by your courageous determination to embrace the pattern that fractures,
by gathering into dandelions of Light, you hold in your hands,
that call all the apparently lost and separate pieces home,
everything that split into the wounding of reaction and judgment, hurt and shame
calling it all home to live in the Heart of Compassion for Self and all beings,
as crow and whale
are already making leylines of Light to receive your dance of freedom
inner compass navigation system now in place
always has been
to stand as Blue Isis in sharp-soft sovereignty that does not separate
in the ritual acknowledgment
that Pachamama in Her Green and Gold gown
also stands in equal power as softness, surrender and compassion within you
turtle heart, hummingbird, dragonfly wing
Eye of Horus
Blue Wisdom serpents sing
praises for this choice,
while the Falcon of Awakening mysteriously perches in your backyard
calling you to step in as the Water Bearer now,
with one foot on Earth
and one in the fathomlessly deep waters of consciousness
roots in the stars,
ivy tendrils gently holding you on Earth with loving tenacity
that you may serve by pouring unconditional love
from your holy Chalice,
serve through your gently healing touch,
purity of heart calling all the pieces home,
in all beings,
back to the Throne of the Soul's King/Queendom
in innocence regained!
As Queen (King) of this Realm,
claim your seat once again, fortified, renewed, balanced, soulfully empowered
at the Throne of your own Inner Temple,
The Queen's Oath:
"As Queen (King), I claim my seat once again, fortified, renewed, balanced,
at the Throne of my own Inner Temple!
Through Ariel Spilsbury
I offer this freely, as it was offered from the Divine to me,
I want to say "Big up" to Alicia Keys for walking her path.
Love to all my celebrities who are talking photos with no make-up, not for their audience, but because they love themselves enough to just be. Our world can try and place so many restrictions on us, in order to be accepted.
This age of Aquarius is all about expansion. We want to be ourselves. We want more freedom. We need to say "no" to those things that tie us down. We need more space to be what we are.
Alicia Keys On Going Makeup-Free, Life: ‘I Just Want To Be Honest With Myself’ | TODAY
I want to send light and love to all people who were affected by 9/11. I want to send light and love to all people who have been affected by war and terrorism. I want to send light and love to all people who are living with in any aspects of their life.
May we all heal. May we all come back to our truth. May we all remember who we truly are. May we all live happy lives. May we all live balanced lives.
No matter what it is, if you really want it, and if you get out of the way of it, it will happen. It must be. It is Law. It can be no other way. It's the way this Universe is established. If you want it and you relax, it will happen.
Excerpted from: Cincinnati, OH on September 21, 2002
Peace All, I want to send love and light to all my witches, wizards, pagans, wiccans, priests and priestesses, and nature worshippers during this time of Lammas!
Have a blessed one!
August 1 Festival of Reminder. Time of harvest. Ruled by the Amazon and female warrior. Time of the first fruits of the harvest. Begin reaping our harvest or good. First harvest. The days are becoming shorter and shorter as the Sun God's power wanes
Names: Lammas, Lughnasadh, Loaf-Mass, Lammas-Tide, Ceresalia, Elembiuos, First Harvest, Lad Day, Lugh Samhioldanach, Nos Calon Awst
There is a Life Stream that flows to you, and this is a Stream of clarity, a Stream of wellness, a Stream of abundance... and in any moment, you are allowing it or not. What someone else does with the Stream, or not, does not have anything to do with how much of it will be left for you. This Stream is as abundant as your ideas allow it to be.
---Abraham Excerpted from: Phoenix, AZ on April 04, 1998
Check out my new Youtube series "The shadows of the spiritual path".
It talks about some of the pitfalls we may face as we walk on our spiritual path.
It talks about the shadows and illusions that may come up.
I hope you will enjoy.
I want to send love and light to all my witches, wizards, pagans, and nature worshippers during this Summer Solstice!
Have a blessed one!
(Written by Ariel Spilsbury- Sanctuary of the Open Heart)
Dear Loved ones,
"This is the time of the rose, blossom and thorn, fragrance and blood. Now on this longest day, light triumphs, and yet begins the decline into the dark. The Sun King grown, embraces the Queen of Summer in a love that is death because it is so complete that all dissolves into the single song of ecstasy that moves the worlds. So the Lord of Light dies to himself, and sets sail across the dark seas of time, searching for the Isle of Light that is rebirth. We turn the wheel and share his fate, for we have planted the seeds of our o
wn changes and we must accept even the passing of the sun. We honor the Lord of Death, who is the Lord of Life; and the Triple Goddess who is the circle of rebirth." Evocation by Starhawk
don't know about you, but the speed at which my journey is unfolding is truly dizzying! I feel certain that I was just play
ing at Spring Equinox.. yet here we are at the next Turn of Her Wheel at Summer Solstice. How can that be? Even I, who lives in Timelessness.. fe
els a little jarred by what feels like the "fast forward" button being hit.
If we are indeed becoming light, we are certainly picking up speed on the path! Each of the four Turns of the Wheel symbolically represents resolution of duality in one moment when Time"stops" and all is in perfect balance.
That is why celebrating on these Holy days of Solstices and Equinoxes is so powerful. They act as acupuncture points where we can honor and evoke planetary balance in our Mother Gaia. (We all know we can use more of that!) These Turn of the Wheel celebrations also bring our attention to the continuously changing natural cycles in which we are organically and fractally embedded.
While meditating for inspiration for this Turn of the Wheel, a poem I wrote recently seemed to echo Starahawk's evocation for Summer Solstice so perfectly, that I felt to share it with you.
Death of a Rose
Have you ever been fully present with a rose
from the light bedazzled maiden bud
to a lusciously ripe red full bloom, wantonly opening her petals
to receive the ecstastic bliss
bees and butterflies offer?
Present, all the way through to her waters
clouding with putrid, rotting stems
some petals falling gracefully,
petal by petal
while others are falling off all at once,
leaving naked the exposed pip of the rose hip
maybe even before she feels through giving her gift..
night just falls finally anyway
and sends us tripping through
the Bardo Thodrol
trying to remember our P'Howa Practice
of transferring consciousness
at the moment of death..
because we know we are never finished..
....through.. complete.. done...
And there are those disgruntling words again..
the same words that hounded and disturbed
me at thirteen years of age
luring me into a darkly black mood that
didn't end exactly,
but I finally came to peace with years later..
never over, never complete, never finished?
Are you reaching for the comfort food or drink as yet,.
the refuge from the ache of the yawning maw of emptiness
that you distract yourself from?
What I would take comfort in knowing about now, is this:
From what does the rose take her sustaining nourishment
as she makes peace with Infinity
and thus with death?
So how do we reconcile and come to peace with death being an integral part of life itself?
Our culture politely averts its eyes every time the word death is mentioned, just wanting to change the station or turn death over to the mortician and be done with it. Or we demonstrate our terror of death by legally legislating keeping someone alive artificially on tubes for years, whose spirit has already vacated the shell of their body. Again the answer to this inquiry came in the form of poetry, this time from the Persian mystic poet Hafiz
Where does the real poetry come from?
From the amorous sighs
In this moist dark when making love
With form or Spirit.
Where does poetry live?
In the eye that says, "Wow-whee"
In the overpoweringly felt splendor
Every sane mind knows
When it realizes.. our life dance
Is only for a few magic seconds,
One bloom of a rose,
From the heart saying,
No Shouting.. "I am so damn
For me this poem responds directly to the inquiry: "From what does the rose take her sustaining nourishment as she makes peace with Infinity and thus with death?"
Paradoxically, only utterly and gratefully living in the present moment can assist us in making peace with death by truly inhabiting this moment such that its vivid vibrancy underscores our ecstatic aliveness, our "realness" in this evanescent moment of eternity.
Our culture does everything that it can to distract us from being in the present moment.. presenting constant over stimulation and distractions at every turn.. (ie the constant demand to keep up and get more "done", the incessant tug of cell phones, texts, emails, tweets, toots, sirens, TV's.. endless distractions from getting still and quiet enough to squarely face off with our fear of death.
Clearly as a culture we have not come to terms with death. But the choice is there for each of us to awaken and get off the squirrel wheel to look at death so that in the genuine acceptance and embrace of it, we can more fully enjoy life and perhaps even make new choices about how we spend this precious "one bloom of the rose!"
And to that end, is this offering dedicated!
If you live in the San Francisco bay area, please consider joining us on June 18th for a joyful community celebration of this precious life at our Summer Solstice ceremony! Details are below as well as easy registration!
If you live elsewhere, it is my prayer that you gather with other beings to empower these potent points of balance for supporting our Mother Gaia's health and well being. Happy Summer Solstice!!